Discovering

Look for yourself
Find for yourself
Realize for yourself

I’m not hiding it
I’m not putting it away
It’s not under my control
As I’m not under my control

See it!
It’s in the glow of my eyes when you say ‘baby’
It’s in the gasp I let out when you hug me
It’s in the blush of my cheeks when you kiss on my ear
It’s in the tremors of my body when you touch
It’s in the laugh I give when you say ‘You’re the most beautiful one ’

Feel it!
The celebration that begins inside
The leap that my heart takes
The fire that sets inside
The rain that floods the heart’s gates

Discover my love!
For I can’t show it
Discover my love!!
For I didn’t trap it!
Discover my love!!
For I’m lost in it!

My love....for YOU!

Haunt me!

All the sweet fragrances
I can smell
All the beautiful sights
I can see
But i don't want to
No!!I won't!
My heart's paralyzed!
ugly in it's prime,
Gored and gashed ghastly!
Bleeding away...
Why did you let go off me?
Why did you leave me alone,
to deal with the enviable and the pitiable?
Return!Return back!
I can't stand this anymore!
I can't hug you
I can't kiss you
For you're no more
But at least let me feel your presence
Curse me!
Hurt me!
Hunt me!
Haunt me!

Leave and Let die!

 

When there is no reply to my magical three words,

When the reply is only a ‘long pause' accompanied by an awkward smile 

What the eyes try to avoid is caught by the heart

And it's not a hearty place to be

Kill the heart

Kill it at once instead of shredding it inch by inch as each day passes

Kill the pretension

Cos it ain't no camera, it's my heart.

And End this twisted thing you led me into, with my eyes closed

Leave me

Leave!! and Let die!

 

Uncast the Spell

You left me expressionless,
I don't feel sad or happy or even least bit angry;
I don't know where my heart beats now,cos all i hear is a mechanical interruptions
I'm not living.I simply exist.
You walked through that door and left me to wither.
But why don't i feel a thing?i wish i could just feel...
I'm a walking corpse!What have you done??
Uncast this spell!Uncast this spell!