You'll pick yourself up
..dust yourself off..
You''ll learn to smile again..
and live again..
so the 'apparent' experts say...
the scabs cover the wound..
but what about the ghastly marks left behind??
constantly reminding you..of
what has happened..
how it has happened..
every infinitesimal detail..
the wretched truth staring right into your soul..
slicing...crumpling...grinding your courage
pity laughs of self... echoing until the ears bleed
trying ..trying so hard to smile till the muscles ache
How do i fight this 'thing'...hha!it hasn't even got a name for god sakes!
'love lost'is the greatest evil...it kills you...it kills you slowly..
injecting a sharp pain into your nerves..
kills you when you are trying to take a gulp of breath...
kills you when you are trying to catch a wink of sleep...
reminds you of the terrile sight of you being happy..
reminds you of the pithyful sounds of your true laughter
bringing you down...
with a fine string...
pullin you leisurely from somewhere...
at each tug...you can feel the pain flowing through that invisible thread
and you keep on searching..trying to cut the connection..free yourself from it..
in the dark..you grope..and grope..and grope
but in vain
you wail for help
cry for some miracle...
After sometime..how much ever long that may be..
you run out of tears to meet your situation
you run out of theories to suffice your existence
You just need to wait for that moment..to perish
but the heart has already...
it has given up
lying inside..
dying..
withering..
decaying..
in the darkness...
you go numb
numb not from fear of death
but from fear of living..
darkness floods..
darkess engulfs...
darkness in which...you can't feel one's self!
